Lost One

ldke drte nehar se nikle saagar k garbh se jindagi pta nhi pr maut maange garv se farak ni narak me or zindagi k marm me ehsaas upr khuda k liye bhi dharam se duniya kyu chaal khele aapsi me br br maanav ho koi chahe maanavta sharmsaar krna ye chahte ego jhuthi khaali satisfy blame ye daalte giraane ki fr krte try jbb kiya shuru ye karibi dekhe dur se 3 ya 4 hi the jo the mere saath aaye mere sbse pass rhke bhi na mujhesmjh paye muh pe h meethe i am not that type of guy raatein niklti neend bina nashe sky high darinde past k ye roz nochne ko aaye fr uth k khde hote roz khud se haar jaaye jeeyu m kiske liye yhi cheez maar jaaye yaadein puraani krti khud ko mujhe raabta kidhr wo gye saare jinpe mujhko naaz tha sapna tuta aankh khuli awaaz koi na homies mere kidhr jinke saath suna nas tha roz wohi shehar wo hi sadke wohi raasta kisi ko frk bhi na pdaa m naraaz tha chhoda peeche sb chahe dost chahe yaar the aaj jo dost mere saare hi faraar pe khud se khafa m khafa hu bhgwn se nashe jo krta m to peeta mangalwar pe penetrate krna chahta bhoot ki god se pr chhote shehar shklein aa jaati h mod pe pr m akela nhi mere jse bhut saare dhundhu m wrna aanchal maut ka bhi daud k bhut hi time se na sheeshe ne bhi hnste dekha khud bhi na jaanu khti kya h haathon ki ye rekha